wife of Tyler.
mommy to Max + Yoda.
simple living enthusiast.
homesteading is my main job.
organic heirloom farmer.
You spend so much of your time trying to lift other’s spirits and fill other’s needs you don’t take any time or concern to care for yourself and then you wake up one day and just feel very overwhelmed with everything, want to runaway from it all. You think life would be so much easier if you could just be alone and away from all the relationships you have and all the responsibility. And though the thought is nice, and would probably do the trick for awhile; you can’t help where your roots decided to grow and no matter how tall you grow (how far you go) you are always going to be attached to those roots, they are your life blood. Those roots are why your heart beats, those roots are why you wake up every morning. Those roots are your purpose and they help you create wonderful branches in your life. Some of your limbs may have broken but where they break they scab over and heal and new life grows out. -Nixy <3
If I ever got a tattoo this is what I would love to get. Refuse to sink with an anchor. not exactly this design though. such a powerful thing to look to when you need that extra something to get you threw. -Nixy <3
So often in life, I feel like I’m not deserving of anything. I always put others needs and wants before my own. So much that at times I’m not even sure what I want or who I am. I didn’t come from a family that expressed love. My husband was the first time I really ever felt love and felt my worth. I love him so much for making me realize that I am loved by someone. -Nixy <3
So true. As much as I know that everything happens for a reason and things fall out of place so better things can fall together, it doesn’t make the regret of certain things in your past hurt any less.-Nixy <3